Alcohol has and will continue to tear your life apart.
I buy alcohol for the house, not to encourage your drinking but to control the damage that you can bring onto yourself.
For the most part, I can contain your anger when you are drinking. I can save you embarrassing yourself publicly, from confiding in strangers when things aren’t going so well in your private life.
It destroys me to see you press the self-destruct button every time you drink. To see you make a fool of yourself in front of your friends, in the docks, in the hospital for your latest break or facing the consequences when your work yet again have to pull you up for being too drunk at the works do.
I know how hard you work. I know how much you want to stop drinking. There is only so much that I can do to help you. I can’t keep enabling and funding the habit. I want my husband safe.